I Am More Than Just Broken, I'm Damaged
Now that it's been just hours after she's gone I felt like I could've handled it but now I'm thinking this whole experience of 6 years and the care and love is gonna leave a mark which will not heal . Somewhere deep inside my mind and heart I'll still remember every good thing about her her eyes her smile her beautiful laugh :p her crazy jokes her nature the things we used to do together how she helped me and I helped her every moment will now be leaving a mark that'll show how damaged I am. I just hope I will be able to coverup this damage I don't want other people to see this but I now know that I have to lock this part away Somewhere deep in my mind and heart and its tough hours are feeling like ages :( feeling exhausted and sad about all this