I Am a Drug Addict

I am having an urge to use again, I have been thinking about shooting coke again. I know its because I just was shooting m with Nick. That wasn't even all that great but being with him was great. I still love him a lot. I not going to act on it right now and hopefully the urge will just leave. I haven't even wanted to do that in the longest mostly because the last time I shot coke I think I almost died. Well I just needed to get this out of my head so maybe I will not think about it so much.