I Am Difficult to Get to Know

I'll Never Be Good Enough... i'm not like other girls
i have bpd, im sentimental, i have trusting issue, im needy, i want a long term relationship
i'll never be good enough for anyone, that's why every single one of them left me

they'll never know why i'll get angry when they're too close to the others girls
they'll never know why i'll be sad when he is not there when i need him
they'll never understand my mood swing, my suicidal thoughts

that's why i'm single and i barely have friends and i often feel alone