I Remember Being 17

This is my last post aged 17. I don't think anyone will remember it's my birthday tomorrow... I don't wanna grow up, I never had a childhood to being with, always had to carry responsibility that adults did.. even at the age of 10 holding the family together. Always remember people's birthdays by heart but none cares. I wanna stay 17 I wanna be a kid. This wasn't how I dreamt my birthday would be... friendless, forgotten, outside the suburbs.. I can see that dreams never come true. I'm so disappointed, but still i only remembered it was my birthday because my phone just wished me happy birthday... thnx phone ur the best.

SW-User

I remember when I was 17 and my birthday came. I felt exactly the same way. I'm 18 and I'll soon be 19 and I still feel the same way. I just need to keep fighting, I'm telling myself. I see my friends that are much happier then I am. But it's fine. Some day I'll be happy and satisfied with my life. And I'm not giving up. No. Matter. What.