I Remember Being 17

@Estoypuber: Hello puber.
Didn't know u spoke french, ça va?

I speak little french but both my parents are fluent in french.

Being sad is a horrible thing but one must carry on because every second is a a gift.

Why are you in a hospital?

Thank you for ur wishes, and wish u a belated happy birthday too!

Ones disabilities make life hard but we must make the most of them.

Je suis smiley 🐼

Bonjour Smiley,
It's been a long haul. Started by dropping dead in the grand salon, 2 Novembers ago. Mum electrocuted me back to life, but I awoke in hospital. Then heart surgery. What FUN!
I couldn't heal, infections again and again. Then BIG torso surgery: I had Peritonitis. They had to pull everything out and wash it, wash the inside walls of my soretoe. No, my... Anyway, they put everything back where it belongs.
My long incision was hot to the touch, so the surgeon's partner, a man I did not know, and who spoke not a word, appeared in black motorcycle leathers, felt the heat, removed the staples, put a hand on either side of the incision and [i][b]RIPPED[/b][/i] it open.
I can tell you, getting and unexpected look at one's own guts is quite the shock. The anonymous motorcycleman then left the room, and a night nurse came in to pack the open wound with gauze and then soak it with sterile saline. Do you know the difference between night nurse and and elephant?
Four pounds.
I forgot to mention they found a tumour, the size of the doctor's fist, in the LR abdomen, then found tumours throughout my whole body. That's what has kept my hospitaleyes.

So, that's me, how's you?

Pubèr Ü👦Ü

@Estoypuber:
Bonsoir Puber!

wow that's quite a lot.

Currently I'm drowning in school work, university requirements and exams as well as helping a friend.

She used to be extremely rich but currently her family is at risk of going bankrupt.. this happened overnight. She's extremely rich yet extremely humble and simple. In school she cleans the dishes when we all get together for breakfast. Most people I know are like that which for me is a role model to the society.

We had a big party to try and invite the important people and other connections we have to try and help her family find contracts to gain money. I had to plan the event for over a hundred people and because it was so big we had to do it outside.

Mind you I'm not into parties at all.

Medically I'm not very good, my kidneys and colon are failing... no idea why. My immune system is weak due to medicine abuse which doctors convinced my parents would help.

I'm sorry to hear about that.. you see tumours are a horrible thing.. they come out of nowhere BUT they sometimes disappear the exact same way. Some call these a blessing.

One thing my grandmother would tell me when in stress is "La vie est belle", didn't speak French until recently so I never cared but after learning french it's actually a funny thing to say... when life is trying to bite you, try to charm life by complimenting it.

Very weird don't you think?