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I Am a Sensitive Person

Its not really hate but its just ive always felt since a ling time ago that im adopted !!! We dont talk much. We dont dress like each other , eat like each other , dress like each other and we really dont have the same taste in ANYTHING !! Whatever i do its always wrong because they do it in a different and odd way and therefore im always the ugly duckling in the house !! If i ever decided to talk to them a bit about my life , my brain will always tell its a bad bad idea to do so !! They will take what ive said. And use it against me when we fight and just crush me down to earth so ive built this dark facade around my self and shed an armor so NO ONE can get inside me and as the time goes on , this dark facade ive built is consuming my humanity and making me a cold hearted bastard yet i know that im extremely fragile from in the inside !!
KinkyIntellectual
With respect, you're 16, unless your parents are abusive, they are probably looking out for your wellbeing and not really all too concerned with your tastes. For that matter, you probably won't have the same tastes in much of anything, considering that trends from the 80's until now have been sweepingly different.

It isn't uncommon not to like your parents at your age. It isn't uncommon for them not to really be concerned with that, since their role in your life is to feed you, clothe you, keep you sheltered, and teach you how to be a contributing member of society.

I am not saying you are over reacting, but is it possible, maybe, that you are taking criticism too personally? I ask this, because I sometimes find this to be a fault of my own, and I need to take a step back and realize that something that I perceived to be an insult, or something to tear me down, was actually just something meant to help me have an easier time in life.

Years of life lessons have taught me that more often then not, those who have gone down the roads that we are following, know where the speed traps and pot holes are. That when they tell us to slow down, or switch lanes, it isn't because they think we are doing something wrong necessarily, just that, they know something dangerous is coming our way, and they don't want to see us make the same mistakes they did.
KinkyIntellectual
Yes, but the problem is that we can't do a damn thing about it. A counselor, or someone else may be able to.
anonymousmuslimteen
Sometimes, all you need Is to let it out. Just telling someone else makes you feel better.
Valencia · 26-30, M
Exactly i already know what to do but its just too tiring to be that strong all the time
Joedaddy59
Have you looked at your Birth Certificat? And even if you were adopted your blessed anyway to have a family , you may do things differently but that's just you , your an individual unique one of a kind, there are many children, teens,adults who were not adopted but fostered and many of them who were placed with families are very grateful that they shared their lives, holidays, birthdays with a family compared to an institution. I turkey know this because my parents adopted 3 of my brothers and sister beside 5 children of their own , we are mature adults now and living in many areas of this world but we are and always will be brothers and sister of our parents.
I have also fostered children who are adults now and I'm blessed that I still hear from a few of them.
Good luck and God Bless
Joe
Valencia · 26-30, M
Thank u sir
Joedaddy59
Your very welcome young man!
mimibaby82
Im not adopted but my dad was and all I can say to you is don't let them bring you down, I bet your a good person and have lots of potential, yeah they don't share your interests but in all reality who cares do what makes you happy hun ! Because later down the road your going to wish you didn't let them bring you down being cold hearted and having all that hate inside is only going to waist time that could've been spent doing stuff that makes you happy.
Valencia · 26-30, M
Its not hate thats inside... Its just im losing my humanity towrds everything in life
anonymousmuslimteen
So, basically, you're saying that the armour is getting harder while you're becoming weaker inside it. Wait another year or so until you're totally free. Don't let them get you down so easily.
Valencia · 26-30, M
Thats exactly what im telling to myself but its so fucking hard...
anonymousmuslimteen
You have our prayers with you, but what good they are?
Valencia · 26-30, M
They will always be good to if u do them genuinely
dazikame79
hey, I feel somewhat the same at times. if u need to talk msg me. I'd be glad to listen. stay true to yourself.
Valencia · 26-30, M
Thank u
christinelol
I feel the same way about me and my family

 
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