I Am a Sensitive Person

Its not really hate but its just ive always felt since a ling time ago that im adopted !!! We dont talk much. We dont dress like each other , eat like each other , dress like each other and we really dont have the same taste in ANYTHING !! Whatever i do its always wrong because they do it in a different and odd way and therefore im always the ugly duckling in the house !! If i ever decided to talk to them a bit about my life , my brain will always tell its a bad bad idea to do so !! They will take what ive said. And use it against me when we fight and just crush me down to earth so ive built this dark facade around my self and shed an armor so NO ONE can get inside me and as the time goes on , this dark facade ive built is consuming my humanity and making me a cold hearted bastard yet i know that im extremely fragile from in the inside !!

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Joedaddy59

Have you looked at your Birth Certificat? And even if you were adopted your blessed anyway to have a family , you may do things differently but that's just you , your an individual unique one of a kind, there are many children, teens,adults who were not adopted but fostered and many of them who were placed with families are very grateful that they shared their lives, holidays, birthdays with a family compared to an institution. I turkey know this because my parents adopted 3 of my brothers and sister beside 5 children of their own , we are mature adults now and living in many areas of this world but we are and always will be brothers and sister of our parents.
I have also fostered children who are adults now and I'm blessed that I still hear from a few of them.
Good luck and God Bless
Joe

Valencia · 26-30, M

Thank u sir

Joedaddy59

Your very welcome young man!