I Really Hate Saying Good Bye

@Vallesia ok with this perspective he sounds like a user and you wise to move on sorry if it is painful

@texasdaddydom I didn't really want to go too much into depth with it because I honestly feel broken haha, sorry... I also eventually took all the blame for everything anyway, I said in the end that it was all my fault cause I didn't want him to feel bad or feel like a victim 😂😂 I'm such a mad person

@Vallesia sounds like you too nice, taking all the blame is shielding him from growth opportunity but that isn't you worry any more. relationships work best when both are equally invested maybe hold back till you find someone willing to invest as much as you... don't know what you want or need right now best advice i could think of..for now know you made the best possible choice and I have no doubt further on you will have another chance...best of luck to you

@Elegy thank you, I hope so

@Vallesia I know so, There is no telling what wen't wrong. you'll be analysing it for a long time. Also, you can't know his mind or heart so don't waste your time dwelling there. It's a black hole. Find some friends and keep yourself occupied. In a week you'll be shocked at the difference. Then a month will go by and all of a sudden it'll be six months or a year. Trust madam, it is a time game and there is nothing left for you back there.

@Captainawesome not gonna lie I feel awful

@Vallesia I've lost a few friends worth unblocking and reaching out to ?