I Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish,i Wish

I wish someone understood me. I wish I wasn’t so fucking sensitive. I wish someone acknowledged me caring and how much i worry. I wish I wasn’t crying. I wish I didn’t feel so fucking alone and like an outcast all the damned time. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up again. I wish someone would hug me every time I showed a scar. I wish someone would tell me it’s all going to be okay. I wish my anxiety could go die in a hole..

But then the ugly side of me says to suck it up and move on. I’m so torn.