I Want to Be Understood By Just One Person

I love everything about him including his flaws. The way he gets worked up and tries to not let me see. Trying to protect me from himself it seems. Im broken up about it. Havent seen him in months and it still gets to me. Ive grown attached to his soul, and his eyes can see straight into mine.  Our sense of humor matches up. We can be alone and laugh all night. I long for those nights again but just re-live them in my memory. I love the way he smells, even after a long hard day. I love his feet and that he wont let me look at them too long. I love that quirky crooked smile that tells me hes full of shit, and the smile that says "im so glad to see you" i love his hair and how he tries to make it look good and the beanie that comes out when its sub par. I love his heart, soft and hard all at once. He makes me feel protected when im with him, loved, and special. He is the one person that i want to tell everything. And when i am lonely i imagine the touch of his strong callused hands, muscular arms that wrap entirely around me.  his body pushed up against mine, almost like he is magnetic and im the titanium woman, generating enough heat we dont need a blanket.