I Want to Be Understood By Just One Person

It's a sad thing one moment you have a friend you think will be there forever and the next they just disappear. They tell you they understand and their there to help but they don't mean it. Some people will say anything just so they can have that one person to talk to. But when it's your turn to need someone their gone. They can't deal with it, they'll say the problems are to hard to fix. Once their life is together you're not needed or wanted. It is a fake friendship that makes you think does anyone care at all? Will anyone ever understand? Or will you always have to deal with yourself? To nice to say anything when they come back because of another issue, they had a big breakup, or lost a job. Lie and tell you their sorry they just couldn't deal with more problems on top of theirs. Or how they were away and just got back. And when you listen to them help fix the problem poof gone again. I'm starting to think the people with the bigger issues the one's who just sit and listen without bothering to speak. Are the ones who truly need someone. But when someone finally understands it's to late the person needing help is gone now to.