I Want to Be Understood By Just One Person

Nobody Knows...... It seems like nobody knows... Nobody knows what it's like... To be me... To hate every square inch of my body... To look and feel like a monster... To know I'm destroying myself, but not caring because I was never worth anything and never will be... I'm covered in scars, it makes me look even uglier, something I didn't think possible... Nobody knows what it's like, to have kids stare at me because I have holes in my shirt... Holes that my mom put there... From her grabbing at me... From her grabbing my shirt and dragging me... Nobody knows what it's like to deal with everything else in my life.... Nobody cares... Nobody understands... Nobody knows what it's like to be me... Nobody