I Think I Am Just Going To Write Stuff
It's 4:05am. My thoughts are just racing tonight and I'm unable to sleep. I figured maybe if I just got a few of them down I'd be able to pass out. We'll see.
I've started reflecting on my life more. Thinking about what I want to accomplish and actually beginning to write out specific goals as to how to get there. I've realized that 'winging it' hasn't served me well thus far, and I need to start being more intentional and thoughtful with the way that I organize my life.
It hasn't been easy. I hate looking at my flaws and listening to my criticism (regardless of how constructive it is). I hate knowing that I'm not yet where I wanted to be in life, and knowing that's my fault, but I don't dwell on it. I can't.
I can only live in the present and ask myself, 'What can I do now to make for a better future?'
I've started reflecting on my life more. Thinking about what I want to accomplish and actually beginning to write out specific goals as to how to get there. I've realized that 'winging it' hasn't served me well thus far, and I need to start being more intentional and thoughtful with the way that I organize my life.
It hasn't been easy. I hate looking at my flaws and listening to my criticism (regardless of how constructive it is). I hate knowing that I'm not yet where I wanted to be in life, and knowing that's my fault, but I don't dwell on it. I can't.
I can only live in the present and ask myself, 'What can I do now to make for a better future?'
31-35, F
