I Don't Understand

I'm starting to feel it again. My words fail me, I'm alone & I'm hurt, without someone to turn to. So I'm just here, hurting, but not crying, until I fall asleep or am distracted.

Honestly, I've probably just been distracted for a while, because this has been going on for a while, but only now can I not escape, so I'll post something on Similarworlds, maybe get some sympathy, maybe get some tough love, and then I'll mostly forget about this, like I normally do.

Dread.