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I Stutter

Haven't been able to say my name once my entire life. Always needed someone to say it for me.

Haven't been able to hold a phone conversation with someone in 24 years.

Could never say "I love you" to anybody that I actually did love (and lost many partners because of it).

As if the psychological trauma isn't bad enough, most people don't seem to understand the steps a stutterer needs to take in order to speak properly. Finishing my sentences doesn't help, it irritates me. Telling me to "slow down" is probably going to make me stop trying altogether. And for the extra special ones who just downright laugh, I'd love nothing more than to see you die a slow agonizing death (I'd bring popcorn). :-)

It's not the worst malady out there, but it definitely breeds a certain distaste for social engagements... and people in general. In fact, I avoid both of them altogether. For a species that preaches such understanding and love for each other, I've found that most have difficulty understanding even the simplest afflictions others possess.
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SW-User
Hugs, I have a friend from school that stuttered, but she could sing beautifully with no hesitation.

Have you thought about speech therapy?
Visaic · 31-35, M
I'm too old for therapy to be of much use anymore. I have many books which give useful breathing exercises but they only suppress the stutter so much, and require daily practice as well. I can sing fluidly (used to be in a choir) but it's of little use in most normal circumstances. People don't have time to listen to me recite my name through a hymn. Thanks for the hug though.
SW-User
Never to late for speech therapy 😯
Visaic · 31-35, M
I tried it when I was younger, but they didn't do anything that wasn't already in my books. Seemed like a waste of money. Besides, stutterers talking to each other is painfully irritating even when you both know it can't be helped.
SW-User
Try again, what do you have to lose?
Visaic · 31-35, M
My money. I'd rather not pay someone to tell me what I already know and have spent the past 20 years studying. :P Besides, at this point in my life I don't really have any desire to be around people. Perks of not being able to speak is that you get to listen a lot. After a while people become quite predictable.