I Am So Upset, I'M Shaking

I can't stop shivering. My whole body is trembling from pain and nothingness. [i]Let it go damn it! Stop fighting! [/i]Since when does a heart actually listens to your head?

It's 3:38 a.m. and my brother finally came home. I don't want him to see me this way. He already thinks I'm some tempermental fiend and he'll never know why. He can't see me.

That's it, I'm just a ghost: unseen, unheard, between past and present. But you see me right? Am I seen by my own maker? Then I hope mercy will come eventually...soon.

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DanielChristensen · 46-50, M

I feel panic and self loathing often. We want to be more than flawed. Flaw is life. We're always changing. You're just changing in this moment. Reflecting on yourself. Feeling pain. Perfect is an illusion. It's a solid, static state of stagnation. You're being you in this moment. It's okay

GwydionFrost · 56-60, M

So here, in the quiet electric corridors of the internet, tell me what bothers you so, so that you don't need to express it outside of here...?

SW-User

@GwydionFrost https://similarworlds.com/4689988-I-Write-My-Stories-Based-On-My-Experiences/1715305-I-had-to-write-this-tonight-Theres-no-way-around

GwydionFrost · 56-60, M

@SW-User Wow. It is with great irony that I would point out, I did read that earlier, and cursed, because my work and writing a loooooong response aren't compatible tonight! So... yeah. I'm bookmarking it for a reply.

SW-User

@GwydionFrost Thank you very much.

english · 56-60, M

take a few deep breaths relax xx

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