I Am So Upset, I'M Shaking

I can't stop shivering. My whole body is trembling from pain and nothingness. [i]Let it go damn it! Stop fighting! [/i]Since when does a heart actually listens to your head?

It's 3:38 a.m. and my brother finally came home. I don't want him to see me this way. He already thinks I'm some tempermental fiend and he'll never know why. He can't see me.

That's it, I'm just a ghost: unseen, unheard, between past and present. But you see me right? Am I seen by my own maker? Then I hope mercy will come eventually...soon.

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GwydionFrost · 56-60, M

So here, in the quiet electric corridors of the internet, tell me what bothers you so, so that you don't need to express it outside of here...?

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@GwydionFrost https://similarworlds.com/4689988-I-Write-My-Stories-Based-On-My-Experiences/1715305-I-had-to-write-this-tonight-Theres-no-way-around

GwydionFrost · 56-60, M

@SW-User Wow. It is with great irony that I would point out, I did read that earlier, and cursed, because my work and writing a loooooong response aren't compatible tonight! So... yeah. I'm bookmarking it for a reply.

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@GwydionFrost Thank you very much.