I Am Existing, Not LivingI go through each day. Sleep, eat, work, repeat. Sometimes I might socialize for an hour or two, but I never do the talking anymore. It used to be that I was out and about all the time. People were my dry of choice. Friends made the world go... See More »
I Am Existing, Not LivingDoes the term "those who can't do, teach" apply for living life, hope for your future, being positive, self love, etc? Really hoping so
I Am Existing, Not LivingI exist, i may not live but i am here, and as long as i am, i will try, i will fight, i will wander in the dark, i will endure. win or lose i will continue. till i am dead and no longer able.
I Am Existing, Not Livinglosing people never gets any easier, things just crumble as time goes on and your life is just in ruins
I Am Existing, Not LivingI don't know how to speak up, don't know what I would say, Don't know what is wrong with me, Don't know how I can escape myself, Don't know what it's like to live, Don't know what it's like to not be behind this glass watching the world spin away
I Am Existing, Not LivingLucky number 13, 13 shooting stars that all heard the same wish. In the last 4 years I have not stopped caring, believing, trying. Pathetic, sad, foolish. But I remain steadfast, and will wish on every shooting star I see, just in case. I miss you
I Am Existing, Not Livingdrowning in the numb-ness, choking on the nothing, filled with all this emptiness.
I Am Existing, Not Livingmy existence is habitual, too many things weighing me down, maybe hope in some things are just that heavy to carry. but letting go is just not a skill I've mastered, especially when am hanging by mere fibers of a thread, connecting me to nothing... See More »