I Am Who I Am
Me.... Hello. I want to write a story on exactly who I am as a person. I don't know exactly why I do the things I do, but I'll just explain a little bit of myself.
Well first, I am a loner at heart. I usually have no one to share my deeper feelings with. I don't really follow the pack so, I usually stand out, but not in a good way.
I am very insecure. Almost everything about myself I cannot stand. I feel inferior to most people. I get uncomfortable very easily, mostly because I am uncomfortable with myself.
I do make friends easily, but I lose them even easier. The longest friendship I've ever had was for about 9-10 years ago and that's when I was about 9 or 10.
I can be verryyyy bitchy. I do it as a defense mechanism. I want to show people don't f#ck with me.
I usually am the class clown in school, or the down to earth girl who is cool with everyone. However, in the 7th and 8th grade I was bullied, and it was terrible.
I love to laugh. I love being around others who can make me laugh. I think I'm the funniest person I know.
I love to eat. I can eat an entire kitchen in a couple of hours. I am very picky with what I eat, but when it comes to the foods I do like. I will eat tons of it.
For the most part with my life I am I am not satisfied. I use to be, about a year ago. But I no longer am. I hate the situation I am in. I hate the people I let in my life and completely regret letting certain people leave my life.
I am afraid of the future. I am deathly afraid of failing. I want to be a success. But from the way my life is now... I am headed for failure. I get depressed thinking about it sometimes.
By next year I plan on completely turning my life around. I want it to be totally opposite of what it is now. I plan to work a good job, be in school, have my own car and have tons of friends. And also to be single. I am in a toxic relationship and I cannot wait until the day it will be over.
I want to become a psychologist. That is my dream career.
I want to be the girl that people stop and stare at and say, 'my god, she is beautiful'. I always am jealous of practically everyone. I Wait for the day people are jealous of me.
Anyway, I am done writing about who I am. Goodbye.
Well first, I am a loner at heart. I usually have no one to share my deeper feelings with. I don't really follow the pack so, I usually stand out, but not in a good way.
I am very insecure. Almost everything about myself I cannot stand. I feel inferior to most people. I get uncomfortable very easily, mostly because I am uncomfortable with myself.
I do make friends easily, but I lose them even easier. The longest friendship I've ever had was for about 9-10 years ago and that's when I was about 9 or 10.
I can be verryyyy bitchy. I do it as a defense mechanism. I want to show people don't f#ck with me.
I usually am the class clown in school, or the down to earth girl who is cool with everyone. However, in the 7th and 8th grade I was bullied, and it was terrible.
I love to laugh. I love being around others who can make me laugh. I think I'm the funniest person I know.
I love to eat. I can eat an entire kitchen in a couple of hours. I am very picky with what I eat, but when it comes to the foods I do like. I will eat tons of it.
For the most part with my life I am I am not satisfied. I use to be, about a year ago. But I no longer am. I hate the situation I am in. I hate the people I let in my life and completely regret letting certain people leave my life.
I am afraid of the future. I am deathly afraid of failing. I want to be a success. But from the way my life is now... I am headed for failure. I get depressed thinking about it sometimes.
By next year I plan on completely turning my life around. I want it to be totally opposite of what it is now. I plan to work a good job, be in school, have my own car and have tons of friends. And also to be single. I am in a toxic relationship and I cannot wait until the day it will be over.
I want to become a psychologist. That is my dream career.
I want to be the girl that people stop and stare at and say, 'my god, she is beautiful'. I always am jealous of practically everyone. I Wait for the day people are jealous of me.
Anyway, I am done writing about who I am. Goodbye.
26-30, F
