I Have Fibromyalgia

So, last week my doctor told me I am eligible for a weight loss surgery. It's a band around my stomach in order to eat less and therefore reduce the weight. Well I know I am fat and that didn't come as a surprise. I have always been fat and still confident and happy with myself but since the fibromyalgia is diagnosed I ain't so happy anymore. Where at first my 118 kg didn't bother me and had me going out and partying, now it's weighing me down and tiring me out. I am really debating this. Not to be prettier cause I am scared to death I won't find myself attractive or even myself looking after losing a ton of weight in a short tine. I Love myself and my body looks but I hate this pain, I cannot handle it anymore and I need help if I am able to move at all!

So yeah that is where my mind is these days. But avoiding stress is key right?