I Have Never Told Anyone

One of my first relationships is something I never really speak about. I was in my late teens and I had met this much older man. I was excited at the idea of someone older being interested in me. "Special". That relationship was messed up. He wanted it to be a father son deal. He wanted to be my REAL father. Wanted me to do as he said, follow his rules and got angry when I wouldn't call him everyday. I can't remember what exactly it was but I said I wasn't comfortable doing something. Didn't matter what I wanted said he owned me.

The whole thing was bizarre and I should have never entered into that relationship. It's something I'm ashamed of. As much as it can sound exciting when you're young to go with someone much older it's not always a good idea. You have no idea what can become of it.