I Have No Friends

I totally have no friends at all. For some reason it is hard for me to make friends even though I consider myself to be a kind person. As a female that's in her early 20's I find it saddening that I don't have atleast one female friend who I can hang out with and go do girly things with. I'm tired of being a loner.. it doesn't help that my cousins are fake as hell so I constantly battle these feels of extreme loneliness and it sucks. I don't think that anyone should live a life of loneliness because it is extremely depressing. I've come to terms with my loneliness and I've figured that maybe it's this way for a reason. This is one of the biggest reasons why I want to have a huge family of my own one day.. I don't want my kids to ever feel as if they don't have anyone or as if they have to depend on anyone because people seem to love to play off of the fact that one has no one and they can abandon you when you need them the most. I'm so over this feeling.