I Have No Friends

I lost everyone. Or maybe none of them was a truly friend. But whatever they were, I lost them... Just because I took a decision that changed my life completely, and that was breaking up with my boyfriend because I started feeling something for another guy. I needed time and space to clear my mind after that, I haven't told him immediately that I was breaking up with him for that reason. He was crying and feeling so bad I couldn't tell him, he kept saying that if it was for someone else he would have felt even worse. How could I tell him? People hate me because I fooled him, because I needed to distance myself from everybody. Now I have no friends and I feel like I will never have again because I'm a horrible person.