I Have No Friends

So the "Friends" I have encountered seems to be fake and phony. Why? Because I've seen their true colors slowly, and once I see them they become like Mannequins. I just can't seem to shake off this feeling because I had trusted them as if they were my best friends, I guess they didn't see the same. So I'm left alone and abandoned once again, shaken to the core that I just feel upset at everything.

I know I may not seem like a real person also, but at least I"m not fake or disloyalty like they were to me. I tend to keep my promises at times and tried my best to be there for them but it wasn't enough. Just venting my feelings here, sorry for blabbering.