I Have No Friends

In high school i was addicted to videogames and abandoned all my friends. High school I was pretty lonely and senior year i would sit and eat lunch by myself on a daily basis. I was very quiet back then and just would not open up or share things with people. In college I became obsessed with school and studying and gave up on videogames which was my vice. I would spend long hours reading textbooks and studying and taking notes. I also was very athletic and went to the gym everyday. Then at 22 i developed schizophrenia and thought i was jesus. I dropped out of college and droppped out of life for awhile. Then i slowly got back up into school and getting a job. I eventually got back into college and finished my degree in Accounting. After i graduated from college i went from job to job and losing jobs and could not keep jobs for a good while. I stopped taking my meds and went crazy again. Now im on the injections and i have a steady job and im 29 almost 30. I also never had a girlfriend and im a virgin.