I Have No Friends
Well, let's just start by saying, I've moved around a lot.
I haven't been settled in a place for almost 3 years now. Due to that, I've lost every friend I've ever made except one. However, she lives so far from me, our friendship has strained and we aren't as close as we use to be.
The thing that bothers me the most is that is seems everyone still has their friends from high school, the main high school I went to is in another state and the most recent high school I went to, I made friends, but they were mostly temporary.
So, I have no friends. I do have a boyfriend, but I think we're going to breakup soon, I no longer care to be his girlfriend as well, so soon, he'll be gone too. I'll have exactly no one. ZERO friends. No one to express anything to, no one to hangout with, no one to laugh with. I'm not close with my family, so that's out the window.
I'll be a complete loner. I've asked people who are in college have they made friends since being in college and they all say no. So, I feel I'll never make any friends. It really makes me feel so sad. I want to give up on so much because of this.
Every time I try to make friends, for example, at work, I think I come off as too desperate for friends that it pushes people away. Anyway, if anyone reads this and wants to be internet friends, just let me know in the comments.
I haven't been settled in a place for almost 3 years now. Due to that, I've lost every friend I've ever made except one. However, she lives so far from me, our friendship has strained and we aren't as close as we use to be.
The thing that bothers me the most is that is seems everyone still has their friends from high school, the main high school I went to is in another state and the most recent high school I went to, I made friends, but they were mostly temporary.
So, I have no friends. I do have a boyfriend, but I think we're going to breakup soon, I no longer care to be his girlfriend as well, so soon, he'll be gone too. I'll have exactly no one. ZERO friends. No one to express anything to, no one to hangout with, no one to laugh with. I'm not close with my family, so that's out the window.
I'll be a complete loner. I've asked people who are in college have they made friends since being in college and they all say no. So, I feel I'll never make any friends. It really makes me feel so sad. I want to give up on so much because of this.
Every time I try to make friends, for example, at work, I think I come off as too desperate for friends that it pushes people away. Anyway, if anyone reads this and wants to be internet friends, just let me know in the comments.
26-30, F
