I Have No Friends

I used to have a lot of friends. At no time, even night time, did I ever feel I had no one I could turn to. Then I turned older... moved to a different country, and all of a sudden that's all gone. I cannot sleep tonight, so I left my bed, went online in hopes that there was someone there, someone awake, someone to exchange a few words with. But that's all gone. House is as silent as the responds to my attempts to reach out. It's my own fault and although I'm sitting in a pool of cold self pity, I know that there's no reason for feeling sorry for myself.