I Have No Friends
I wish i have friends, but at the same time i dont.
It seems everyone i met its just not "be-friend worthy" ... or am i making this up? I know i push ppl away from me u.u i got hurted in the past and im scared it will happen again.
The last time i tried it was from my ex, but he left me not only lonely and hurted, but also brokenhearted and with a brain disease... (i miss him tho) I can tell he left being happy while leaving me like shit, he got friends and another lover now.
I really dont know what do i have, i cant make friends, i hurt ppl without knowing it, its just so hard to find whats wrong with me. I think im a good person :c i care about others and try to help even if i dont know how to u.u
I feel upset just looking at others with all i want to have and yet still try and fail everytime to achieve that...
Maybe its just me making weird things to scare ppl away or maybe just look for friends somewhere else (nope).
"You can make a party with all your friends domi" -n-
[b][u]You harvest what you sow[/u][/b]
It seems everyone i met its just not "be-friend worthy" ... or am i making this up? I know i push ppl away from me u.u i got hurted in the past and im scared it will happen again.
The last time i tried it was from my ex, but he left me not only lonely and hurted, but also brokenhearted and with a brain disease... (i miss him tho) I can tell he left being happy while leaving me like shit, he got friends and another lover now.
I really dont know what do i have, i cant make friends, i hurt ppl without knowing it, its just so hard to find whats wrong with me. I think im a good person :c i care about others and try to help even if i dont know how to u.u
I feel upset just looking at others with all i want to have and yet still try and fail everytime to achieve that...
Maybe its just me making weird things to scare ppl away or maybe just look for friends somewhere else (nope).
"You can make a party with all your friends domi" -n-
[b][u]You harvest what you sow[/u][/b]
