I Believe In Reincarnation
I am posting this as a way to put it out there to the universe and just talk about it. It is my own experience, and I would really appreciate anyone who reads it, and doesn't agree or believe in reincarnation to just move on and not say anything. Please be respectful as this is something very dear to me...
When I was 13 I started having dreams about a man. He would come looking different in some of the dreams, but his eyes were always the same. He mostly came to be as a Native American. It was as if we were meeting in the dream state each time. It was very real...
I felt I knew him, so I decided to look into it more. I began meditating, soul searching and doing regressions on top of the dreams. I discovered my life as a Native American then, and saw it all in detail. I know the names, I know the experiences, etc.
I could feel him everywhere I went. Even in waking hours...it felt as though he was right beside me. I know he was reaching for me, even if it was on a subconscious or spiritual level. I had a strong feeling I would meet him online due to distance. So, thus began my long search.
I got married young. I knew that I knew my husband in other lifetimes and had a bond with him as well...and, I also knew he wasn't the man from my dreams (yes, my husband is even aware of it all). But, after even those years of searching, I thought maybe it was all just in my head and not real. So, I didn't want to pass up the opportunity with my husband to be with him (which, now that my marriage isn't so great....I wonder).
Anyway, I continued to look for him. Over 20 years. I met people online who claimed they were him, but weren't. Lots of heartbreak along the way. I guess when you want something so bad, you will believe almost anything. Lots of lessons learned.
Like I said, please be respectful and kind after reading this. I can only imagine what some people out there would be thinking right now. And, it's okay to have a different opinion and view. We don't all think alike and that's okay. I just needed to finally get this out into the open to help me close a long-time opened door.
When I was 13 I started having dreams about a man. He would come looking different in some of the dreams, but his eyes were always the same. He mostly came to be as a Native American. It was as if we were meeting in the dream state each time. It was very real...
I felt I knew him, so I decided to look into it more. I began meditating, soul searching and doing regressions on top of the dreams. I discovered my life as a Native American then, and saw it all in detail. I know the names, I know the experiences, etc.
I could feel him everywhere I went. Even in waking hours...it felt as though he was right beside me. I know he was reaching for me, even if it was on a subconscious or spiritual level. I had a strong feeling I would meet him online due to distance. So, thus began my long search.
I got married young. I knew that I knew my husband in other lifetimes and had a bond with him as well...and, I also knew he wasn't the man from my dreams (yes, my husband is even aware of it all). But, after even those years of searching, I thought maybe it was all just in my head and not real. So, I didn't want to pass up the opportunity with my husband to be with him (which, now that my marriage isn't so great....I wonder).
Anyway, I continued to look for him. Over 20 years. I met people online who claimed they were him, but weren't. Lots of heartbreak along the way. I guess when you want something so bad, you will believe almost anything. Lots of lessons learned.
Like I said, please be respectful and kind after reading this. I can only imagine what some people out there would be thinking right now. And, it's okay to have a different opinion and view. We don't all think alike and that's okay. I just needed to finally get this out into the open to help me close a long-time opened door.
46-50, F
