I don't live there. I never lived there. But I see the river by where I live winding its way to the sea. It empties into the Atlantic. Forgive me for looking that way for friendship.
Do you live in America to be looking west? It's ok. Perhaps you met the wrong people. I think people from the US don't meet the real Europeans. The people with the same wishes they have. The same wishes people from all the world have. The unreported desires because the media don't like we all want the same.