I Am Broken Beyond Repair

I am so broken down I don't think anything will ever fix me. I will never end it because my little girl needs me. But I also know I will never truly be happy, never have another relationship, never let anyone close to me ever again, never love another person.
I am so broken and so done I want to sleep and never wake up and immediately upon waking I feel naseous, sad, hopeless, empty. Nothing feels like it is worth it anymore, but I continue to struggle on for my little girl. I continue to smile and tell her I'm happy. My sole purpose in life is to make sure she is happy. I have nothing else left. Not to give or to be.

Alisha · F

I went through the emotions of whatever bad happens to me I deserve. But I didn't. And neither so you. Take one positive at a time. Build on one and hang on to it. Make a list of good and bad that happens each day. See how many of the bad you can take control over. Take control one at a time.