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I Am Broken Beyond Repair

I am so broken down I don't think anything will ever fix me. I will never end it because my little girl needs me. But I also know I will never truly be happy, never have another relationship, never let anyone close to me ever again, never love another person.
I am so broken and so done I want to sleep and never wake up and immediately upon waking I feel naseous, sad, hopeless, empty. Nothing feels like it is worth it anymore, but I continue to struggle on for my little girl. I continue to smile and tell her I'm happy. My sole purpose in life is to make sure she is happy. I have nothing else left. Not to give or to be.

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Ynotisay · M

@Alisha. Nope. Sorry. It was fair. You seem to be giving up at a VERY young age because of some momentary dip in the road. Do you have your eyes? Can you walk? Food to eat, a place to live? I told you the truth. Want to feel like shit? Tell yourself everything's shitty. Want to feel good? Tell yourself everything's good. THAT'S the way you control your destiny.

Most every person on earth feels despair once in a while. It's part of the human condition. So if you're looking for online hugs that's totally fine. But I'm a realist. They won't come from me. There are too many people in the world who TRULY have no options and face problems people like you and I can't even fathom. They get my compassion. Best of luck but, ultimately, you're on your own. Just like every other person in the world.