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I Am Broken Beyond Repair

I am so broken down I don't think anything will ever fix me. I will never end it because my little girl needs me. But I also know I will never truly be happy, never have another relationship, never let anyone close to me ever again, never love another person.
I am so broken and so done I want to sleep and never wake up and immediately upon waking I feel naseous, sad, hopeless, empty. Nothing feels like it is worth it anymore, but I continue to struggle on for my little girl. I continue to smile and tell her I'm happy. My sole purpose in life is to make sure she is happy. I have nothing else left. Not to give or to be.

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Alisha · F

I am also a counselor. I mainly deal with at risk you. When PM's are available maybe we can talk more in depth. When I lost my husband, to me, life was over. Ian is the only thing that kept me going. I still have struggles. But they can be minimized. Keep going for your baby girl. Don't completely rely on meds. They are not for everyone. Don't be afraid to get second opinions. I worry about the people who put their patients on meds after only one visit.