I Want Someone Who'll Stay, No Matter How Complicated I Am
This once mattered to me. To be accepted for who I am, warts and uglies and all, and to be held on to no matter what.
But now, I would rather someone leaves than get hurt because of the uglier sides of me. In fact, I do not want the responsibility of causing anyone any pain and it is certainly stressful to be something I am not just so I do not hurt someone because of how I am. Especially of late, when I am all over the place with emotions or a sudden lack of emotions, like a yo-yo.
I feel myself getting detached, from holding on to anything or anyone. I am happy while it is there and try to make the most of it. But it is okay, if it no longer is. Inevitably, we really are all alone, so why hold something so tight that was only ever going to be temporary in the long run anyway?
No bitterness, when someones path is no longer aligned to mine. I am sure they gave their best. That is enough.
But now, I would rather someone leaves than get hurt because of the uglier sides of me. In fact, I do not want the responsibility of causing anyone any pain and it is certainly stressful to be something I am not just so I do not hurt someone because of how I am. Especially of late, when I am all over the place with emotions or a sudden lack of emotions, like a yo-yo.
I feel myself getting detached, from holding on to anything or anyone. I am happy while it is there and try to make the most of it. But it is okay, if it no longer is. Inevitably, we really are all alone, so why hold something so tight that was only ever going to be temporary in the long run anyway?
No bitterness, when someones path is no longer aligned to mine. I am sure they gave their best. That is enough.
