I Worry Too Much

In one way I am very thankful to websites like this because they give my somewhere to anonymously post all of my feelings. If I couldn't do this sometimes I really feel like I would have killed myself already. Since I have social anxiety, sometimes I REALLY feel like I am going crazy. But its when I talk to people that I am brought back to reality.

At the same time I am worried that I might not be getting the real help I need in dealing with my social anxiety but I like to think that this website is helping me feel better when talking to people even off line. But I can't help it. i still worry a lot about my future