I Worry Too Much

Tomorrow is the big day ladies and gents.. Tomorrow ill run another blood test to determine the effect and cause of my Macrocytosis.. Its a blood disease where the RBCs are larger in size than the usual and it could mean that im a potential cancer patient but it narrows from slim to none but id like to make sure.. One thing for sure IF i tested positive, im NOT having neither chemotherapy or anything else.. If im dying then ill die standing on my feet all by myself..