I Am Scared of Relationships

I just recently reconnected with a man I knew since I was 11. We reconnected off and on about 3 times. I got so used to be alone and lonely and now since reconnecting with him, I am having all these womanly thoughts and feelings about him. I keep craving him and I have feelings for him. He shared the fact that he never had a woman have feelings for him except his son's mother. I moved to another state over 3 years ago and I want to go and visit him. I keep thinking about moving back. I may want to be in a relationship with him. I am afraid of relationships and getting close to a man. I have not been in a real relationship.

I feel like this man and I are very compatible and we have a connection. I checked his astrology natal chart and did a composite chart. OMG I am stunned at how truly compatible we are. OMG...Idk what's going on...