I Get Jealous Easily

I definitely get jealous easily, about dumb things, people who have horses, people with money, who have nicer things than I do. My friends when she's with her boyfriend. I don't want her boyfriend i just want A boyfriend. Its such a bad thing to have because i really do know my life is really good. I have lots of nice things and I am very thankful and proud of the things I have. But sometimes i can't help it. I am quite an introvert most of the time in real life. I am very outgoing online because people can't really judge me online, well they can but i don't have to look them in the face and don't get invited to much which I don't like. Im jealous of people who are in relationships because I haven't had a real opportunity to have one. I am jealous of the people who have a courage to go out to places alone. I feel so pathetic going to a bar alone, but i really don't have anyone to go out with. i don't know why but it feels so awkward and pointless.

Anyone else have similar feelings sometimes??