I Was Molested By My Babysitter

When I was 8 years-old, I had a babysitter who was a 16-17 year-old girl who molested me for more than a year. My mom was working two jobs during that time so she wasn't always around and never had any idea what that teenager she paid to look after me was doing. I never spoke up about it because it was all so overwhelming and confusing for me. When she would molest me, I always somehow knew it was wrong and that she could get in trouble if she got caught. But I didn't want to get her into trouble because in spite of everything she did, the babysitter and I were close. She was always real nice to me and I saw her as a big sister. Even though I knew what she was doing couldn't have been okay, I could never bring myself to tell anyone and get her in trouble. So I never did during that whole time and my mother was none the wiser. The molestation finally ended when the babysitter had to move away with her family. I didn't speak up about it until I was 13 but by that time, we had no idea where that girl and her family went to so unfortunately, she got away with what she did. But over time I learned to give her the benefit of the doubt. Perhaps she's matured and now regrets what she did. I don't know if I forgive her considering everything she did and how many times did it but I know I will never forget.

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You are a bigger and better person and i am really sorry you went through this. I was molested by our maid but she was caught and kicked out.

Anyone who touches a child with ill intention, deserves to have those hands and fingers cut off at the minimum, if they get to live and see day light. Unfortunately our society and justice system does not do a good job of protecting the little ones. My blood boils and i cry within when i see/hear about a child abuse.

I hope and pray you find peace and overcome this pain. Bless you.

PerchingDove · F

@aaaabbbb I'm sorry you had to experience this too but I'm glad your molester got caught anyway. Thank you for your kind words.

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@PerchingDove thank you too. You are most welcome.
We need to led the world know that child molesters are pure evil..these people cannot be changed. They are sick in their mind and should be locked up if not kild.