I Feel Detached From the World Sometimes
It use to be what I wanted to do but now it seems sometimes I feel like I'm watching my life go by or like I'm pushing through snow to figure out what to feel. Usually it'd be okay but I'm so far away from mental help right now (I'm not in my home country) and dissociation scares me. Im with a beautiful person that is trying to make sure I'm okay while I do the same for them And I'm so in love and happy but I'm getting worried for myself and I don't want to tell them. Every year around this time it gets worse and harder to fight. For the record just to help shed some light I have been diagnosed with ptds and dissociation but I want to know how to get through this. Does anyone else deal with dissociation or ptsd?