It's currently 3:05 in the morning. I should be sleeping, but that's not happening. There are three people I miss right now, and the pain is strong.
I miss my wife. Although it's been over a year since her death, it still hurts.
I miss my friend. He's still missing. I just hope he comes back and is unharmed.
The third person I miss is the person I used to be, the guy my wife fell in love with. She wouldn't like the person I've become. I'd give anything to hold her one more time, especially on a night like this.