I Have Random Thoughts

The lack of support I have in my life.... surprises me everyday. I guess I should just stop expecting people who "care about me" to really be there for me. Today was a prime example as to why I don't open up to people. I was having a really bad day and I just wanted to vent and that person just completely ignored everything I said. I feel like eveyone in my life does this which is why I rarely open up. No one cares about me but me. I only can depend on myself.