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My brother, who was gay, actually TOLD me that I had to be gay, too, because HE was. That really messed up my head for months and months after I divorced at age 18. So I decided since I had always listened to him, (he was like a second father to me), perhaps it was really true! I decided to try being gay...and that lasted for about 5 minutes.
I still feel sick thinking about that brief foray into my brother's vision. But I knew, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I am NOT gay, after I tried same sex sex. I just wish my brother had left me alone... and left my head alone, and never put me through that sickening experience.
It's absolutely normal to find BOTH sexes attractive...because they are. As an artist, I find women very beautiful, but I don't want to have physical relations with them.
I really do love the way some men smell, and I love their bodies if they are well kept up.
You will find your own way.
I still feel sick thinking about that brief foray into my brother's vision. But I knew, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I am NOT gay, after I tried same sex sex. I just wish my brother had left me alone... and left my head alone, and never put me through that sickening experience.
It's absolutely normal to find BOTH sexes attractive...because they are. As an artist, I find women very beautiful, but I don't want to have physical relations with them.
I really do love the way some men smell, and I love their bodies if they are well kept up.
You will find your own way.