I'm An Open Book If You Care To Read Me
I was sooo tired around my usual bed time. Yet somehow, sleep still eludes me. I'm not even stressed about anything. I just lay here....and lay here....long periods go by without me even thinking a single thought. Yet my body still lays here, fully awake. So, here I am. Eating spinach because it's now so late that I'm starving, but trying to avoid snacks. Lol. I meant to eat more veggies today, so spinach it is at 3am! Lol
These are the random things I have thought of over the last 4 hours of failing to sleep:
Why does the cat always want to sleep between my legs? Do I ever squish her?
I wonder if ____ remembers how obsessed I was with him in kindergarden and how I told him I was done with him on the first day of first grade? Maybe I should message him and ask him? haha
Did I make my boyfriend's lunch for work tomorrow? Oh crap, I didn't! (So around 2am I got up to do that :p)
Maybe I should watch The Wuzzles? What a CUTE cartoon! Loved that show! Bet I'd fall asleep pretty quick watching it...
Why can't (my bf) get himself up for work? Maybe he'll stop requesting me to once he's used to his new schedule?
Don't think about anything...just sleep...just sleep....
Silence..
*gasp!* What was that crash??!!! That sounded like something broke! Forget it...sleep...sleep.deal with it in the morning....
I should start taking more pictures of myself. I take so many pics of nature, but not of me and my life lately...darn galaxy and your crappy camera...need an iphone again...miss my iphone...
I hope I can finish my christmas shopping tomorrow....
What do *I* even want for christmas???
A bubble bath would be nice now...what?! Sleep!
I wonder if I'll have time to steam clean the floors tomorrow...
I really love my boyfriend! I am really such an incredibly lucky girl..lovey dovey thoughts...lovey dovey thoughts...
I'm glad I posted that fb status earlier...I have a lot more friends than I realized! I just need to commit more to find time to get together!
Am I still as good of a person as I was before my life went to crap and everything changed? Probably not exactly, but moreso than I've been thinking...Do I want to be that person still? I do feel much stronger, confidant, and happier with myself now. But then, people REALLY reapected me back then...like I was a saint. I'd like people to still look at me that way now. But, I don't miss constantly worrying about what people will think and being so insecure all the time. I think I'm at a good place now. I just need to be more patient with people like I used to be.
Hmmmm....I think I'm finally getting sleepy. I should've typed here sooner! I think I'll watch some Wuzzles and fall sleep ^_^...for 2 hours :p
These are the random things I have thought of over the last 4 hours of failing to sleep:
Why does the cat always want to sleep between my legs? Do I ever squish her?
I wonder if ____ remembers how obsessed I was with him in kindergarden and how I told him I was done with him on the first day of first grade? Maybe I should message him and ask him? haha
Did I make my boyfriend's lunch for work tomorrow? Oh crap, I didn't! (So around 2am I got up to do that :p)
Maybe I should watch The Wuzzles? What a CUTE cartoon! Loved that show! Bet I'd fall asleep pretty quick watching it...
Why can't (my bf) get himself up for work? Maybe he'll stop requesting me to once he's used to his new schedule?
Don't think about anything...just sleep...just sleep....
Silence..
*gasp!* What was that crash??!!! That sounded like something broke! Forget it...sleep...sleep.deal with it in the morning....
I should start taking more pictures of myself. I take so many pics of nature, but not of me and my life lately...darn galaxy and your crappy camera...need an iphone again...miss my iphone...
I hope I can finish my christmas shopping tomorrow....
What do *I* even want for christmas???
A bubble bath would be nice now...what?! Sleep!
I wonder if I'll have time to steam clean the floors tomorrow...
I really love my boyfriend! I am really such an incredibly lucky girl..lovey dovey thoughts...lovey dovey thoughts...
I'm glad I posted that fb status earlier...I have a lot more friends than I realized! I just need to commit more to find time to get together!
Am I still as good of a person as I was before my life went to crap and everything changed? Probably not exactly, but moreso than I've been thinking...Do I want to be that person still? I do feel much stronger, confidant, and happier with myself now. But then, people REALLY reapected me back then...like I was a saint. I'd like people to still look at me that way now. But, I don't miss constantly worrying about what people will think and being so insecure all the time. I think I'm at a good place now. I just need to be more patient with people like I used to be.
Hmmmm....I think I'm finally getting sleepy. I should've typed here sooner! I think I'll watch some Wuzzles and fall sleep ^_^...for 2 hours :p
