I Am Getting Married
It's been a while since I last logged into SW. I just got engaged to someone very special to me. I'm happy, but honestly not as happy as I should be.
I imagined myself still in college right now with a part time job, hanging out with friends and making new ones. I imagined myself being in a relationship and eventually getting married after some time of living like normal couples.
Instead, I'm almost done with my course, haven't even moved in with him before taking a plunge like this one and by summer next year, we'll be leaving my hometown to be with him across the country and leaving my life and family behind.
He's everything I imagined as a person to spend the rest of my life with.
I'm being forced and rushed into making a wedding when I don't really want that. In the next month we'll be married and have a wedding ceremony in December. I thought things like these took time and one was supposed to enjoy it.. Not enjoying it at all!
I imagined myself still in college right now with a part time job, hanging out with friends and making new ones. I imagined myself being in a relationship and eventually getting married after some time of living like normal couples.
Instead, I'm almost done with my course, haven't even moved in with him before taking a plunge like this one and by summer next year, we'll be leaving my hometown to be with him across the country and leaving my life and family behind.
He's everything I imagined as a person to spend the rest of my life with.
I'm being forced and rushed into making a wedding when I don't really want that. In the next month we'll be married and have a wedding ceremony in December. I thought things like these took time and one was supposed to enjoy it.. Not enjoying it at all!
26-30, F
