I Want to Tell My Story
To let you know a little of who I am, below is my last story on EP.
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I ONLY HAVE ONE STORY
Why only one story? Because I have been on EP before.
I fell in love with someone here. Had an affair with that person, then lost her.
I wrote so many stories about the pain of losing my soul mate. Of the deep depression that saw me Sectioned under this country's Mental Health Act. Of my way back to something that vaguely resembled "normality".
I wrote about the tools and strategies I used to survive from day to day. I was told that some of these stories helped others.
Then, one day, one of my circle suggested I should get over myself, and move on. Probably quite right, but I was in a bad place that day and so, in a fit of pique, I deleted my account. All those back stories disappeared.
I'm not sorry about that, but I don't have the energy to go over lost ground. Hence - no stories.
But I feel I do still have things to offer, so I try make constructive comments on the stories of others.
And I no longer actively look for people to join my circle.
I feel much more comfortable sharing thoughts and feelings with females - don't know why that is. But I know many women, quite rightly, feel that there are far too many pervs and trolls on this site, and I don't want to be seen as just another "one of them". So I don't ask to join their circle.
But I am more than happy to chat. More than happy to add people to my circle . . . . . but don't mind if my circle is virtually non existent.
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I ONLY HAVE ONE STORY
Why only one story? Because I have been on EP before.
I fell in love with someone here. Had an affair with that person, then lost her.
I wrote so many stories about the pain of losing my soul mate. Of the deep depression that saw me Sectioned under this country's Mental Health Act. Of my way back to something that vaguely resembled "normality".
I wrote about the tools and strategies I used to survive from day to day. I was told that some of these stories helped others.
Then, one day, one of my circle suggested I should get over myself, and move on. Probably quite right, but I was in a bad place that day and so, in a fit of pique, I deleted my account. All those back stories disappeared.
I'm not sorry about that, but I don't have the energy to go over lost ground. Hence - no stories.
But I feel I do still have things to offer, so I try make constructive comments on the stories of others.
And I no longer actively look for people to join my circle.
I feel much more comfortable sharing thoughts and feelings with females - don't know why that is. But I know many women, quite rightly, feel that there are far too many pervs and trolls on this site, and I don't want to be seen as just another "one of them". So I don't ask to join their circle.
But I am more than happy to chat. More than happy to add people to my circle . . . . . but don't mind if my circle is virtually non existent.
