I Don't Want to Die But I Don't Want to Live

What was once a morning to look forward to is a morning of pain ...im in a dark world .. There is no relief... No one hears My cries ... If i left this world ... Who would care ? Im stressed and suffering body aches and i merely just want to die. How can i be kicked and stomped on during this stressful time in my life. I have nothing to look forward to. This place is slowly killing me