Why do I do this every time 😅😭

Please no judgment. I’m feeling pretty low and questioning myself.

I’m so frustrated and annoyed.

I introduced one of my friends that I met a year ago to my other friend that I’ve known for 5+ years and they instantly CLICKED.

Now it was fun to hang out with them for a bit but then things started changing it seemed like. They hung out and did all this stuff together and I started to feel like a third wheel.

I know I’m in the wrong for feeling insecure and whatever, but I don’t think I want to keep this friendship from this 1 year friend. I’ll let him be best friends with her but I just don’t want to be around like that.

I just got off the phone with him and he already talked to my other friend about stuff and then he invited me to his dinner party, all I said was maybe and then “thanks for thinking about me” and giggled. It was supposed to be a joke, but he took it literally and hung up on me.

I don’t think I want this friendship anymore.

Anyway, just needed to vent my insecure problems.