Do you ever feel like you are a piece of shit for not letting your s.o. find someone better?

I do.

I struggle with guilt over the fact that he could be out there finding someone absolutely amazing..if he wasn't stuck here with me.

I have given him my "blessing" to pursue other women, but he says he doesn't want to. How tf could he not want to? Lol isn't that every guy's wet dream? 🤔