I Hate Life

What did I do to deserve everything I've had. Here I am, desperately looking for true love, yet I always get the opposite. I don't deserve to be loved and the truth is that nobody truly loves or cares about me. I am just someone who appeals to people, only to be taken advantage of. Nobody truly cares - everybody is out there looking for themselves because they're selfish and they cannot compromise. Why do I even bother trying to help them become a better person when all they do is do harmful things to me? Words cannot describe how torn I am. I want to end this unending cycle of pain and agony. I wish one day I get into a car crash and see if people actually care, but I doubt anyone would. People would turn up to my funeral, but I will be nothing but just an unwanted memory. I am a lost soul, an unwanted member of the society who doesn't belong in this world. I will forever be a tormented, suicidal soul who crave for people to actually care about me. I don't have anyone in this world.